Better week.

This has certainly been a better week than the last. I have this whole new out look on my life. I change major change! Its such a good time to feel like this. We are living during a major time in history; I feel that with the new year ahead everything will be changing. Our country, our world, our ideas, or opinions, are changing. Obama is about to change so much that has went downhill and as my surrounding change i want to change with it.

Christmas is here! I like the holidays mainly because it a time where you see everyone you've haven't seen in a while. I'm curious to see when "our group" gets together if it will be different or if it'll will be like no one ever left for college.

On that note...I miss high school more and more each day. It seems that life is not as exciting and crazy as it was back in the day. I've only been graduated for 6 months and it seems like its been a lifetime ago when I used to walk those halls. I always hated the drama of high school but now it seems so small compared to my bigger drama these days. I thought that the moment I walked across that stage with a diploma in hand I would life the life I've always wanted to. I knew I would have to work for my "dream life" but i didn't think it would be this difficult. I've always pictured my dream to be withing fingertips away but now it seems it will take longer...much longer. I have however changed my plans some. I am working full time which I wasn't planning and I want to do a 27 month term in the Peace Corp before I start school. Besides working full time, i like this plan so much more. I feel that the life I have planned out will fulfill me entirely, giving me happiness and satisfaction.