Hello Monday

Well this has been your pretty basic weekend.

My leg is finally starting to get a whole lot better. After suffering through 3 shots I'm hoping I wont need another one.

Sometimes I wonder really how much do your friends care? See a certain someone who is quite a large subject in my life shows up at a party ever single one of my friends are at. No one calls to tell me...not even my best friends. It really just hurt my feelins because if someone like that would have showed up and one of my girls werent there I'd call...just because. When I ask some of them about it they just get all pissy at me. I mean really??? It really just hurt my feelings plain and simple. I i do feel that most of my friends arent amazing friends anyway. So again here I am...alone. Always alone. Really in the end I'll only have myself. At least thats the way i feel now.

Im wanting my old life back. I dont like being a grown up.