Is this week over yet?

Sorry I havent had a chance to write all day yesterday. It was crazy at the office. I probably had the worst day Ive ever had here. How can one simple problem that can be do easily fixed cause such an uproar? Everyone is heated all because of a stupid computer and the only thing I want is the resources to do my job quickly and successfully...thats it. Hope in the business world today will be better.

Ive been trying to buy a car but its hard to find a dealership that will without me having a cosigner. So since everyone I know has horrible credit, its kind of been hard. Hopefully though after pulling out s few tricks I have up my sleeve I'm figure this all out and have a car to call my own.

I having this problem of not knowing how I feel. Its like i cant explain nor come to terms with all these feeling I have. I dont know what to believe, what i want. Im so confused about it all. There comes a point in life where you've worked so hard for everything you've ever wanted but when you finally get what you've waited for you only want more... I feel like I deserve so much more. There is nothing more that I want than what you say but I can wait around. I cant wait knowing for sure if it will be the perfect fairytale. Im just waiting.... Im so scared that he's going to go today and wont come straight back home. Im afraid of how its going to feel without him. Praying for God to grant so many people in my life miracles. Am I asking to much?